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Simon of Cyrene Helps Carry Jesus' Cross
There mustn't have been any volunteers, Lord.
They had to get a stranger and force him to assist You.
Now things are better;
At least You have an unwilling helper.
Lord, I don't like to be forced into it,
I like to feel free about it.
And yet, on many occasions, I hold back.
I want to come forward but I am fearful
That I will fail, that people will laugh.
This strange paralysis doesn't last for long,
Only a moment longer than the opportunity.
Afterwards I am myself again.
Everything is clear,
So clear that I can criticize the one who didn't miss his chance.
Lord, force me to walk with You,
Don't listen to me if at first I am unwilling.
Save me, Lord, and I shall be saved.